I Remember

Moments,  your face
Smiles during my kisses
Joy and heart in our embrace
They're tattooed in my mind
Memories
Brief,  yours and mine
I'll never forget
The taste of your kiss
Scent of morning breath
Always these thoughts find space in my head
Never before had I felt this
Not a moment earlier would I know it
A week later I would know a new fear
A new pain
A year would pass before I heard truth
I never saw it as a game
But then neither did you
You always expected the pain
I never knew
You taught me disdain