Thoughts

I have far too many
I'm getting ahead of myself
You see , it's up to me
Although not entirely
The grasp I have, my view in this
The feelings I fear I must dismiss
A thought
It still belongs to someone else?
Perhaps it's finally healing?
Clearly I am attempting to describe what I am feeling
Stepping back
I must keep in mind
You know, it has been quite some time
I need to fall in line
To be the best that I can be
For her, for me
And if it's meant to be
What a delight
A day, a time for her and me
I can awaken from this dream I see
Give everything, all I have
To just be, in all reality
You and me